I never even considered the idea of living the rest of my life without you. I just never thought it would happen. I thought we would all sit around in our rocking chairs, watching our grandkids playing, talking about the 'good old days'.
It seems like my good days are few and far between since you died.
I miss you. I don't want to live the rest of my life without you, but I don't want to die right now, either which leaves me with no choice but to be here.......still without you.
I still miss you.
This blog is my resting place for all of my journal entries and letters I wrote to my brother Jim as he was dying of Creutzfeldt Jakob Disease. I miss you, Jim and it's not right that you aren't here anymore!
